At this point in my life, by society's standards, I'm supposed to be dating someone now, getting ready to settle down and make a family.
I can't. The virile male side of me is looking for someone to paint their insides white, but the emotional side of me wants to withdraw and disappear. I have commitment issues, and issues with conformism, and at 28 I still haven't found my self or my path.
I have no goals. I have no ambition, no motivation. My most noticeable driving forces are fear and sadness. There is something wrong with my head, something far worse than just depression and anxiety, and I don't know where to begin in getting checked out.
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