Amanda and I finally had our talk. She's finally seen everything I had to deal with when we were together. And she apologized for it all.
Now comes the difficult part: being with someone so different from her.
I think that's a big part of why I'm unhappy. Natalie's nice, but she's not Amanda. And I didn't wait long enough before I started dating again... I still love her. I still love Amanda.
I've spent a good amount of time around her the past couple of days, and around the dogs, and I feel... relieved. Like a ton of stress and worry and unease has been lifted from my shoulders.
And I don't know what to do.
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