When you get into a relationship, the goal is happiness for both parties, right? So what happens when nobody is happy?
I'm tired of everything I do being questioned. I'm tired of second-guessing everything. I'm tired of not being able to make a single decision on my own because I'm afraid of hurting someone who is convinced that they deserve to be hurt. Everything is crumbling.
Everything. I feel the numbness welling up inside. And once everything is numb, I can never go home again.
There's this emotion called love that I'm supposedly comfortable with. I'm not...
I am going to give the rest of this relationship my all, even if I know I'm not going to be happy in the end. If I can keep even one person happy, maybe I won't be such a failure.
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