You ever get into those moods where all you want to do is stay locked in a room somewhere with a favorite song or two playing over and over? The sort of mood where doing so is pretty much the only way you'll be able to stay sane?
Am I selfish for wanting to find someone who is willing to put up with me? Most people look for a partner with whom they can give their best, and repeatedly believe that the potential mate won't see the worst side of them. One of those 'love conquers all' types of things, I guess. So does it make me selfish or a bad person to want to find someone and tell them of/show them the worst side of me in hopes that they stay, so that the best of me will actually be the best?
What brought this on? A conversation I had with a friend last night, Here's the most relevant snippet:
Me:
I'm swinging from fine to earth-shattering depression every night.
Them:
you need a mood ring
Me:
I need therapy. Or a girlfriend that live here that will put up with my moodswings. I was taking my sleeping pills last night and had to will myself to not take the whole bottle
Them:
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you actually want someone to put up with that? honey... I dont think anyone would wanna put up with that... It's asking for too much
I rather someone give me the best of them
...
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"So just kill me now and let the good times roll..."
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